Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Praying over Dirty Ground 7:17 AM
Wooden frame
Passing shade
Clouds drift under perfect blue
Swaying cloth
Slanted breath
Children pray over dirty ground
Innocent lips
Frail hands
Broken under mighty boots
Curious minds
Harboring hope
Crushed under spurious truth
Winds blow
Ashes and dust
As children pray over broken ground
Tick (or Yet another sleepless night) 7:09 AM
1:37 – Nose is congested.
1:38 – Where are my sandals.
1:39 – This is the 50th time I’ve seen my wife’s face within the past 3 minutes.
1:40 – Oh, Fuck me!
1:41 – God’s voice, I hear it.
1:42 – What’s that droning?
1:43 – That’s my right hand. It has five digits… just like my zip code.
1:44 – At times it lulls me. Other times it keeps me awake.
1:45 – That droning is doing something to me.
1:50 – I must have dozed off…
1:51 – The drone of a plane lulls me.
1:52 – The voice of God tries to break through the morass in my head.
1:53 – Right eye surveys.
1:54 – Who the fuck is that?
1:55 – It’s incessant.
1:56 – Try as I might, can’t find an origin, a final note. No ringing, but better than any ticking.
1:58 – Got distracted.
1:59 – What is my zip code?
2:00 – 157th time and counting.
2:01 – I think that’s God again.
2:02 – Half asleep.
2:03 – A transformer blew out, I think.
2:04 – Oh, so it was the fan all along.
2:05 – 00926 or 01054?
2:06 – ……………
2:07 – If I lost a finger, like Chago, then…
2:08 – Where are my sandals?
2:09 – Mom, can I have some more?
2:10 – I think that’s the cell phone vibrating.
2:11 – Footsteps are near. Whoever it is, they’re walking on sandals, my sandals!
2:12 – I do not fear anymore.
2:13 – It is soft here.
2:14 – The droning has died out.
2:15 – This silence, I can get used to.
Monday, June 8, 2009
At the top of my lungs... (Para Nana) 12:52 PM
At the top of my lungs
Your name readies its flight.
This melody
Which strains for presence
Dissolves into a beautiful imperfection:
The sound of genuine veneration.
Fortunate ears
That come within its reach
As it flutters
Assent to the truth
-- that it must not lack any witnesses.
The motions…
Attest to this need.
At the top of my lungs
The word steps off…
Many hear the miracle,
As we remain deafened in its splendor.
Pause 12:52 PM
Mother, where is the pause?
The promised clarity,
The awaited present
The evoked now?
Succor dries my palate
The eyelid, a screen
Where ephemera is projected
Desires
Memories and rejections
The illusion filters the light
A blot appears on it
The apparent registers the night
Disappears instantly
Where is that pause?
This unceasing thread
Ever moving,
Ever present,
A continuum that demands the self
Boils over through my dual screen
And oozes, a slave to the pull
Mother,
You gave me all,
When all I really wanted
Was
And is the instant
And a goodnight’s kiss.
Something Like It Is... 12:14 PM
Something like it is…
Something like It is…
A dog laps
At my cupped hand
The nectar, a souvenir,
A liquid memory, my only possession
Prickly tongue, porous skin
Wind ripples the coat of fur,
The lake as well,
My harboring mind.
Like the fish and wine
The nourishment eternal,
Not mine, to benefit,
Mine, to give, to aid
From the chill of November
The sun flickers, hangs,
As the dog wags in delight.
A body of water empties out
A body of water empties
A body empties
